“Rooms by the Sea, 1951″
This time I’m not going to say a thing
about Blue. It isn’t the logging days,
its centuries after. No dogs tracking out
in the bark-scatter and dust. Pilings stand still
in the lake, waiting to be docked. In New York,
John is at his desk blank words ticking by, and even
money has a seating chart these days.
In the slums of Florida, Hemingway kept
a cellar full of first editions, let them
rot of their own accord. Maybe roaches loved them,
made nests curled up and read. “Start at page one
and write like a son of a bitch” was not something
Hemingway said, it was Harrison
blind in one eye, Indian in the other
but hey, he’s not shot-gun prone
at least. My father cried when I lost
a tooth. Do not spend a lot of time crying
over lost teeth that aren’t yours, is the mantra. But
I loved him for it, sunk down on linoleum tragedy
in the bric-a-brac and Pine Sol of modern-day.
There are asteroid tumors in the universe
of the brain which start large, shatter into smaller
fragments, spread slowly out. When scanned,
they glow like fireflies in glue. Vanessa told me this
in the waiting room, all its magazines
dirty with staph. One Hopper we saw
opens on sea, no steps down
just water and the doorframe. It’s a surprise
the room doesn’t flood during storms.
…
for another Field Note by Erin…
“Catacomb”
It was on an Easter Sunday that she and her mother
made their way down cold-rock steps into the hallways
below the streets of Paris, the catacombs
which are, of course, corridors with walls of bone.
It cost five francs to see them, these bones
stacked so neatly they looked like miniature logs
in a cabin wall. In their order she almost forgot
they were human – there a leg, here a right
arm cracked and yellow. There were pits
of forgotten bones as though the architect ran out
of time or tunneled space or maybe simply died
his quiet death in a plague-bed picturing the spot
his own skull would fit into the passageways
below the avenues and sewers. They walked a mile there,
she and her mother, breathing the damp-death history
in the dim light. She remembers the climb out, the Lazarus feel
of city air and wintery sun. In silence they found
a restaurant on a side street, ordered red wine and white asparagus
as outside the people shuffled home from church and bells sang
he lives, he lives, he breathes again.

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